Randomly Life

Waking up after a sad dream and seeing the sun shining bright is bittersweet.
But what if it rains, what if the sky remains covered with dark clouds?
…It leaves an eerie taste of melancholy in your heart.

And unfortunately I get to taste the second one a lot.

I wish it were different than it is.

Sometimes things go wrong and oddness fills your mind.
What do you do then?
Stay calm and neutral? Or run around vomiting your madness?

I am naturally weird. But I can’t be anything unusual.
Although I get the wish to go and jump in the middle of the sea…and..err.. drown and jump off the terrace of a building with 10 floors.

I wonder if I could be more acceptable and graceful.
I can’t pretend. That’s another problem.

Why are you never happy with your life?

I bet no one is. Not 100%.
No way.

And I want to be happy till I die. I want to be with the person I love.
I want to embrace every moment of life. I want to experience every bit of my success and stupidity.

I know I don’t ever make any sense.

But I need to speak my mind to someone…and that’s you.

P.S.- I love you.

~ Yours Pixie