Winter is on its way to bead good bye.
It won’t wait long.
It won’t wait for me to embrace it.
I just don’t wanna let it go.
Why is the heart so dusty and dull today?
Why don’t the eyes shine anymore?
Why do I miss the colors of my sky?
I miss its blue and golden beams. They used to paint my mornings and afternoons.
But its frozen stars stay awake at night. I don’t pretend to be alone; I sleep with them.
Laziness and study are interrelated. Whenever I open the textbook, I feel sleepy or hungry.
I really want to get away from this mechanical world and live in some alien planet where beauty and love caresses the minds.
But board exams won’t listen to my heart. They hang like a knife over my head.
I feel so stressed.
I miss the old days.
Did I mention that they were so good for me?
…May be.
Actually I was too busy dreaming of future that I couldn’t feel the hidden essence of that time.
Now, when loneliness surrounds me and nothingness takes me to semi-asleep mood, I get lost in those memories and make myself live them once again.
But I never missed out the world around me. It’s still same beautifully ugly. Still I love it so much.
Don’t know why.
May be because your dreams are buried in here, somewhere.
Enough for now.
It’s time to go, put back myself into real life and shed silent tears I never cried.
But I’ll be back soon. I promise.
Shine on …
:)
P.S.- I love you
~ Yours Pixie
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